Q&A

“Yoh Tong, you’re working already? Since when? What are you working as? Why? Oh.. Where?”

YES, I started working on last October. Working as a FREELANCE designer! Why freelance is because I want to build up my artwork and confidence. I’m working at PJU.

Dear family and friends, why must you guys keep questioning about my job? I know as a freelancer my income in unstable.. But think on the bright side, I get to work independently. Besides, I could build up my artwork as well.. isn’t that a good thing?

Maybe most of you can’t understand, but people, please give me a break! I know myself better..

“Will you find a proper job? When? What you want to do?”

Of course I will find a proper job with a stable income, who wouldn’t want to earn more? I promise, I’ll get a fulltime job before the end of august.. I don’t mind continuing to work as a designer, at the main time I would like to try something new and different. Something more extreme and excited! On the other hand, I’ll try to find what and who I really want to be. If possible, I want to do Masters =)

 

the most heart broken day..

its been a long time i haven't come to blog, can't believe today i come back and i'm blogging this..
yesterday i had this feeling asking me to see my friend's profile.. it seems like something is not right but i just can't tell what it is. so i just went to see her profile wondering how is she doing =)
as usual, after seeing the post then clicking on her pictures.. i just can't believe what i saw!
i was so hurt and disappointed, hands were numb and my heart was really broken.. wondering do you know what you're doing? 
kept asking myself how could you? how could you just give the present i bough for you to your colleague! moreover, for the exchange gift party? what the fuck.. 
i know that present is just a mug, but what did the mug did to you, or what have i did to you? how could you give that away? i need an explanation! I NEED EXPLANATION! did you remember where do the mug come from? have you forgotten who gave the mug to you? should i ask, HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ME? 
maybe this is no big deal to you, anyhow is just a stupid mug, but what i can tell you is you had hurt someone that cared for you all these years! 
when the mug is on others hand, it means that there's no affection between us any more. 
our friendship has drown into the drain. my heart is dead! thank you for showing me your true colour, unexpected.

hello day 9 =)

DAY 9

learnt a lesson today!!
do not make a full stop when you are unsure..

i think most of the time, i just cut people off when i hear something i dislike..

or maybe sometimes i just make a decision of my own without double confirming with others??

it's really bad to do so.. (kids please don't learn, it's really annoying tho)

i really learnt a valuable lesson today, and i was so lucky that the customer accept the dish and they willing to pay for it..

although it's just a small matter, i swear that i will remember for life!!

p/s: dear friends who reads my blog, i am really sorry if i cut you off!! XD

hello day 7 =)

DAY 7

sara and felix called this afternoon, she told me that the results are out..

i'm so nervous, wonder what kinda result i'm getting..

wasn't doing well this semester >.<"

anyway today i worked for more than 10 hours..

gosh, i'm so tired..

just got back no long ago, today was so so busy even lunch and dinner!!

good for me, cause i can earn more =)

made myself a cup of horlick, yum yum.. miss it so much, reminds me of yilin!!

she always brought me to rain tree club for ice horlick.. haha

i'm getting better and better with the colleagues, ah win, amy, ah hao, kevin, dave, ah ling, boses, ah kit, jason, jasmine.. hehee..

but the uncle and the "4 ngan zai" hor, until now i haven't really talk to them..

wish i could blend in with them.. =)

i saw my result, it's not that bad..

all i can say is moderate!!

anyway, thank you gohonzon..

thanks for giving me the distinction =)

appreciated and unexpected.. haha

I LOVE YOU GOD!!

owh by the way, i just "ta pao" a bubur cha cha home..

hmm, not bad.. haha

thanks ah ling =)

hello day 6 =)

DAY 6

arghhh i skipped day 5, nothing much to blog bout yesterday tho..

so what about today, i was told by one of the customer that i'm their favorite waitress..

hahaha XD

and the request to take a picture with me, OMG i felt so anxious, yet happy..

never feel so love and respect before..

thank you my lovely customers =)

Kevin (the head chef) came to me and asked me to help him with his work..

i was like WTF?!!

are you sure? i'm not really good in english.. he said it's okay

so okay, i don't mind helping..

heheee

hello day 4 =)

i never received any tips before from anyone, this is the first time and i'm really HAPPY!!

i feel appreciate, at least i mean something to some people =)

thank you popo, i never expect to received anything from you, all i ever think of is to serve you in a good manner.. anyway thank you popo..

so, evonne paid me my tips today..

whao, i earned 20+ in 3 days.. so proud of myself, hehee..

guess what, alan told me that i look like his daughter whose now in America. LoLx, no wonder they treat me so good -.-"

anyway good too.. hahaa, at least i feel more like home.

today, ho sir is flirting with me!! aww damn you ho sir, you made me shy nia luu..

dai kah jie asked me, why i kept saying sorry, i was like err i dunno, cause i did wrong?? hahaa, they she asked is she that scary?? LoLx.. i have no ideaaa >.<"

anyway, good food good day.. i wanna stay here longer!!

weeee =)

i'm SICK!!

i should just came back from Mornington, but i was sick..

didn't get to go ='(

so sad..

between, i feel super bad cause Beatrice came half way and i call her to said cancel >.<"

sorry..

Sara baked me a lemon sponge pudding, yum yum..

so delicious =)

besides, she also left me short note, hmmm i feel so loved♥♥

Tze, Sara and i, the 3 sick babes went out for dinner due to i'm out of food..

haha, we went to supper inn a hongkie restaurant.. the congee they serve is so yummy..

too bad i can't taste it ='(

but i "ta pao" a bowl of congee home, just in case i'm hungry i have food to eat!!

before i end this up gonna show off my picture with the lovely note =)